getting older...
With my B-day around the corner... I have been thinking a lot about growing up, and all of the relationships, shit and broken hearts we go through while waiting around here on earth to die…
I always wonder how many times people have said "I love you" to someone and knew they didn’t really mean it…It makes me think about all of the people that have said they love me and didn’t mean it as well, and I get really pissed off, because I hate when people lie…
I mean, if they were lying to get in my friggin' pants, well that is one thing, but just for the sake of dragging this heart through the mud and mine-field of razors just for shits and jiggles… that aint too cool!
Cos being a plain-simple-straight-up booty call without the twisted web of lies and pit of hurt aint too bad i suppose… Isn’t that what we all want out of life at some time or another; to be someone’s 3am. "go-to" sex slave…
I forgot what I was talking about…
Oh yeah, Love…
Love sucks!!!
~billyb##zer
posted by Unknown at 9:20 AM
2 Comments:
Don't you hate it when your birthday comes and it automatically makes you evaluate your life? I guess more so when you get older and wiser.
You know what cushions it? Coming to terms with people and the way they are... it still urks that they don't realize how their fakies destroy, but you have to accept and give em the finger :D
So don't complain, and just be happy you're still getting some ;)
Have a woopy dooopy day :D
P.S I hope my mail din piss ya off... if it did, it wasn't my intentions.
October 13, 2005 10:27 AM
Ek het lief vir jou!
October 13, 2005 12:50 PM
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